
My "aw" moment for the day

Senior Proms, Weddings, Milestones, oh my!

The next day, I went with my sister Jocelyn a.k.a. "Jocie", to a Bridal boutique downtown - accompanying us was our Mother and another of Jocie's Bridesmaids, Karla. It was a short and sweet process: Champagne, Sunshine, Watching her try on gown after gown and give opinions and question whether or not the one she fell in love with, really just was "the one".

Though "saddens" is too strong and dismal a word, I am surprised by the way in which life moves at such a rate that I'm jaded by the idea that I just saw my little brother, 6 years my junior, off on his last high school dance ever. An event followed by my older sister, 2 years my senior, trying on wedding gowns for her April 2010 wedding to the London-bred love of her life, Dan.
It is rather funny how much life can creep on you, the thought of Conor attending Senior Prom (coupled with him leaving us next year) and Jocie becoming a wife would have made me laugh only a few years prior, but now it's funny to see that these momentous occasions are the norm and where we're all at right now.

This is life as I know it right now and I didn't quite take the time to reflect on that. I hope my Siblings always know that even though I'm grouchy sometimes and perhaps spend too much time going on and on about the tragedy that is my current haircut (my own version of Mt. Everest), that I love them a lot and I'm estatic to play a role in these big parts of their life. Of course, in typical fashion - Jocie understands how important it is and has a million to-do lists, Conor was wondering why I even came by to partake in his Senior Prom - "No big deal" he says.
However, I'll be there.
And PS - Jocie is getting married, Conor is heading to college, me - the middle child - not much new to report on. Haha, I kid.
Should be a great year.
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Popeye's Daughter
Children, bless their precious souls, are the most honest creatures on earth. Though their honesty comes from their ignorance of social norms at such a young age, when you're young as well and lacking your self-empowerment - this brazen honesty can become the purest form of torture one can experience. Pre-2 surgeries as well as pre-self confidence, kids constantly asked me about my eye - "What's wrong with your eye?" "Your eye is weird" etc. - this hurt my feelings often and made me cry or sulk into myself. One of my oldest and dearest friends to this day Shannon (goes by "Shanin"), was my best friend even at age 6 and often witnessed many incidents when this happened. She would say what she still says to this day - "Caitie, I don't even notice it!", whether or not that is true, I don't know, but I do know that she definitely witnessed how upset those comments made me.

One day, while having an afternoon snack at home after school, I was talking with my Mom about the eye dilemma. Wondering why I had to do this and why, of all people, MY eye had to be the slightly droopy one. My Mom, armed with her love for me, her adorable infallible nerdiness and her desperation to protect me from insult, told me to simply say when kids asked - "Because, I'm Popeye's Daughter!"
Beloved Popeye, quite popular at the time and well known for Spinach, Tattoos, Olive Oil, Sailors attire and one eye always shut, became my greatest ally and my source of strength.
The next day, on the daily walk to school, I remember telling Shanin what my Mom had said and how I should respond to those "why is your eye like that?" questions. It couldn't have been more than 2-days later that I was sitting in the Cafeteria with Shanin eating lunch when someone asked the inevitable question, I readied myself for my Popeye's Daughter debut, preparing to fervently hold my fist in the air as well - when sweet, blonde, adorable Shanin broke up the opportunity- "Because she's Popeye's daughter, ok?"
Important life lesson #2: Few things shut up a child or an adolescent quicker than a pretty blonde girl sounding like a confident diva.
From that point on, when kids asked me that question, I never had an ounce of qualm about responding with my Mom's line. Granted it was weird, granted it made little sense to the recipients but I was armed that day with my Mom and with Shanin - armed with the knowledge that I didn't have to talk to people who ask me rudely, armed with the notion that I have friends who will be there to stand up for me, and most importantly, armed with the courage to recognize that I only felt weird about my eye when others rudely asked me about it. On its own, my eye never bothered me, I considered it a unique quirk of my assembly, it only bothered me when others reflected that on to me. Having the power to see that I own how I feel about myself, meant starting a path of respecting and understanding myself and for those few times when I do feel a little down, I have the Moms and the Shanins of the world to help me out.
PS - In my later years, I discovered that the beautiful Ashley Judd has the same condition as me only on her left eye - it's always slightly lower. I wonder if she's my sister? Popeye must be one smooth talking Sailor. :)

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